I am the friend everyone loves to meet, but the friend nobody wants to keep.
This is literally how I lost every friend I’ve ever had. So it has to be me right?
(via may)
I’m not suicidal, I don’t want to die. I just really don’t want to be here. You know when you’re in a situation and you just really don’t wanna fucking be there? Not because it’s threatening or scary, you just really fucking hate it there? That’s how I feel about my life. I don’t want to die but I just really don’t want to fucking be here.
Wow I haven’t been this close to relapsing in 5 years. And literally nothing different has happened today. I actually have good things in my life coming. Wtf is that about.
